Every couple of years, this idea appears in my mind. It's an idea that's always essentially the same. It's an idea that I can't explain, and which does not coincide with my perception of reality. That idea is this: I say to myself, "Self, why don't you do something creative?" Then, I respond, "Self, I do do creative things. I write, for instance." Then I say, "No, no. Why don't you do something artisitic--like painting?" Unable to provide adequate reasons to convince me, I resolve that I should, indeed, take up painting.
The thought has come around once again. Lately, I have had the nearly-overwhelming belief that I ought to start painting. I've been tossing it to and fro in my mind, wondering whether watercolor, acrylic, or oil paint would be the best way to go; how much do easels cost; and what is the story with canvas, anyhow? For whatever reason, the thought has not yet explicitly occurred to me that I should not take up painting, since I have neither the requisite skill nor the patience to hone that skill. No, in the face of that little piece of "evidence" (who ever cared about evidence), I have consistently told myself that all I have to do is start with the basics. Don't worry about being able to reproduce the human form, just see if you can paint a square, and move on as you're comfortable.
I don't really know what it is, but I may end up running out to the art supply store and buying a bunch of painting supplies, only to find that "within the lines" would be a generous way of describing my artistic talents. Of course, having a sudden, inexplicable attraction to something that I would not normally even consider is a situation with which I am familiar. It has happened to me before. Can you guess when?
For those finished with the riddle, it also deserves mention that we are now well into the novena to St. Joseph, with the Feastday rapidly approaching. If you live in the area, or are devoted enough to St. Joseph just to fly (be my guest), be advised that Masses are at 7:30, 10:30, and 7:00 until next Saturday, when there will be an 8:00 and a 10:30. Then, of course, begins Holy Week, and the fun never ends for the contemporary seminarian. What fun? Well, for starters, not only am I singing the Exultet at my usual parish this year, but, due to the transfer of a deacon to an Hispanic parish in Scranton, I am also chanting the Passion on Good Friday. Don't you just love it? I do.